songs i would edited to if my life was a tv series 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋🎧ྀི

“then you grow old, talk yourself down // make yourself up, do yourself proud // think about love, working it out // calling old friends, kissing your mouth.”

“once, i took your medication to know what it's like // and now i have to act like i can't read your mind // i ask you how you're doing and i let you lie // but we don't have to talk about it // i can walk you home and practice method acting // i'll pretend being with you doesn't feel like drowning // tellin' you it's nice to see how good you're doing // even though we know it isn't true.”

“i have a feeling, a terrible fear encroaching // that I''ll never love a boy the way i love the ocean // i ask why it''s better to speak than it is to die // one more try, it''s better to laugh than it is to lie.”

“don't even tell 'em that you know me i would rather burn forever // but you should know that i died slow // running through the halls of your haunted home // and the toughest part is that we both know // what happened to you // why you're out on your own merry christmas, please don't call.”