lyrics i relate to

i lack context so i made up all these lines it’s the only thing that helps me sleep at night

everytime i get too close i just go mess it up

i've been thinkin' way too loud i wish that i could block me out

i don’t want him anyway girl take him

i’m so tired of being the girl that i am

memories feel like weapons

i’ve never been a natural all i do is try try try

i said remember this feeling

i tried to live in black and white but i’m so blue

after all this time i should be a pretty crier

i’m the best thing at this party and you’re losing me

i wouldn’t marry me either, a pathological people pleaser

how you think is the kind of thing i’ll never understand

let it once be me

they all say that it gets better, it gets better the more you grow yeah, they all say that it gets better, it gets better, but what if I don't?

cause i’m a real tough kid i can handle my shit

all i ever wanted was to be enough for you

co-comparison is killing me slowly

too soon to tell you i love you

you were the best but you were the worst

though i might love you again see how i feel now that you’re acting like that i never will

stupid boys making me so sad

i don’t really care how bad it hurts

love is fucking embarrassing

good thing i like my friends cancelled

just hold my heartbeat close to you remember how it’ll always beats for you

i want you to notice when i’m not around

guess i never healed right

come on come on don’t leave me like this

i couldn’t make it any harder to love me

i know everything they don’t

why won’t you try moving on for once that might make it easy

smiling trough it all yeah that’s my life

all i want is love that lasts is all i want too much to ask

moving on from him is impossible

don’t blame me love make me crazy if it doesn’t you ain’t doing it right

but a shattered glass is a lot more sharp

i knew you’d haunt all over my what-ifs

and it’s half of you that hurts sometimes, the half that i don’t get

i just wanna know you better

if i cut you off, it just means i care

you make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs

i’ll be cool for the hell of it

watch this be the wrong thing, classic

i just can’t pretend that i’m sorry when i’m not sorry

if i’m not there it won’t get done

told my friends i hate you but i love you just the same

i’ve never heard silence quiet this loud

can’t tell if you love or hate me, never met someone like that

i wanna be defined by the things that i love

karma is my boyfriend

you take the man out of the city not the city out the man

i realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me

don’t mean it plus you’ve changed, not much but just enough to throw away

you keep ta-talkin’ but not much comin’ out your mouth

and i hope it’s shitty in The Black Dog

i never was the best to you

‘cause i love people i don’t like

i’d never treat me this shitty

no, i’m not in love

it’s a normal thing to fall in love with movie stars

the world moves on another day another drama drama, but not for me not for me all i think about is karma

you would’ve been the one if you were a better man

you don’t look the same when i look at you now

and i'm playin' the victim so well in my head but it's me who's been making the bed

countin' all of the beautiful things i regret

god, i’m gonna miss this house