Its been SO hard to process the idea that he’s actually gone… and when i remember idk what to do with myself, especially as the way he went was so terrible. I have not supported him in the last few weeks/months cuz of the allegations (and i will never support any actions like that) but that does not mean im not HEARTBROKEN. He was still a big part of my life and he got me through really hard times so i will always be grateful for that. I feel so sorry for kate, his parents, family and friends and especially bear. Hes only 7 years old. Moving on to the things i loved about him, my fav thing about him is his fear of spoons and his water fights 🤍🕊️