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describes her partner’s alcoholism, comparing her love for him to his addiction.
The song navigates the emotional turmoil of a relationship plagued by addiction, underscored by themes of love, regret, and the harsh realities of enabling behavior. It tells the story of someone grappling with the consequences of their partner’s substance abuse, recognizing their own role in perpetuating the cycle and yearning for a chance to rewind & rectify their mistakes.
Through introspective lyrics, McAlpine captures the complex interplay between care & enablement, the weight of unkept promises, and the deep-seated desire to reclaim a sincere, untainted expression of love. The repeated calls to “drink it backward” serve as a poignant metaphor for the longing to undo the past and to start anew, highlighting the painful acknowledgment of missed opportunities to intervene and the enduring hope for redemption & healing within the relationship.