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he lost EVERYTHING. EVERYONE. that he ever knew. and came back nearly 100 years later to a completely different world, and then he grew and he adjusted and he found a family and he got bucky back but it wasnt the same!! and then natasha, the only person in this time that had been there with him through it all, died and tony died and bucky would heal . of course he shouldnt have left bucky but I DONT BLAME HIM. he just wanted to go back to the peace and peggy and he'd adjusted for so long and he tried to move on but he couldnt anymore and natasha and tony were his last straw